Saturday, May 06, 2006
Cass.
Yeah. I'm talking to her on Msn now. She went into NYP nursing. Well, that's her dream course. So I'm wishing her all the best. After all, we WERE best of friends. Sigh. That was in the long past. Now, I'm living in the present. So let's not think about the sad memories and all. Keep the good ones and chuck the bad ones into the recycle bin.
Thinking of her makes me regret doing what I've done to hurt her so badly in the past. Sigh. But regretting my actions is stupid, especially after everything. Crying over spilt milk is useless. Look on the bright side! Yeah.
Cellgrp was cool. God so comforted me and all. I'm just so in LOVE with him everyday. He's my abba father, God daddy. (=
All right, all right. This is for U! Who asked me what exactly happened between me and her. Sigh. A walk down a memory land I do not wish to ever step on... ...
Casselyn Koh Hui Hui and Prisca Lai were the best of friends. Even though both of them did not talk on the phone every night like a pair of twittering idiots, their bond was unmistakable. Whenever either one of them was feeling sad, the other will know about it even without her asking. This is SUCH a close bond. But it was broken, cut off by Prisca Lai herself. Casselyn told Prisca a huge secret. A private secret. A secret that not many people know about. And when Prisca's close friend, Joyce Lim Ya Si asked her about something concerning the secret, Prisca told Joyce. It was a huge, HUGE mistake on Prisca'a part. She should not have freely told another person her best friend's secret. But Prisca was confused that Joyce actually knows something about the secret and she thought Casselyn herself told Joyce the secret too. Hence, she did not hesistate to tell Joyce about the secret. Plus, Koh Lee Kiang asked Prisca about the secret too. As they were all in the same clique and Lee Kiang was once Casselyn's close friend, Prisca told her about it too, thinking it will not do much harm. [1st mistake]
Koh Lee Kiang was Prisca's partner. She sat beside her and both of them were very close, though not as close as Prisca was to Casselyn. She had a boyfriend called Andre and each time she and Andre quarrelled, she will complain to Prisca. And once, Casselyn asked Prisca something about Lee Kiang. Prisca told Casselyn, as that matter will not cause much harm to Lee Kiang since everyone in their clique knew about it except for Casselyn. [2nd mistake.]
But what Prisca didn't know was that both Lee Kiang and Casselyn accused Prisca for backstabbing them. Casselyn knew that Prisca told Joyce about her secret and Lee Kiang was angry at Prisca for telling Casselyn about her stuff. Prisca was hence the 'backstabber'. The matter got worst as Prisca didn't attend school for a very long period of time until the 'O' Levels. And the both of them got the whole class to go against Prisca. Luckily, Prisca's friends from other classes believed that she is not such a person and stuck by her during that time. Plus her church friends were all very supportive. So she's able to stand up again.
Of course, Prisca and Casselyn made up. But they were unable to bridge back the gap between them again. It was too torn apart to salvage. Prisca can only regret her actions. Sigh.
Yeah. That's about the full story. My side, actually. Time to go Friendster!