No, no. I didn't drink. Don't get me wrong. Just that my madness kicked in and I suddenly feel like drinking. Ok! Fine! Sorry Sisca! Promise that I will not touch that bottle for today! Honest! >.<

Today's service is totally fab! The 7 basic needs of a human soul. Spirituality, Love, Self-esteem, Knowledge, Security, Aesthetic and Freedom. If there is a lack in any aspect, we cannot reach our full potential. And guess what? the 7 pillars in society is connected to the 7 need of our soul! How COOL is that?! It's the aftermath of service that was kind of a bummer. Fellowship was like not really a fellowship. I kept on wanting to vomit. Even the atmosphere when we were going back was like, strange. Sigh. Spiritual warfare. But we will win! Yes!

I've decided to let go of all guys. Including Tomy. I mean, why hold on to it since it's hurting you so much? Yeah. I've finally sorted out my thoughts. After service, I talked about some matters with Sis Xiuzhen today. Felt so much better after telling her everything. And I realised that there are many more other people out there in the world who has a much heavier burden on them. So I should not focus on my problems, I should focus on what I can do to solve them. Yuppx. Maybe I should share my problems with Sis Xiuzhen more often. Yeah. It's time I learnt to open up.

Felt in my spirit that I should spend more time with God. I noticed that I've really kinda lost the fire already. Sigh. I'm gonna convict myself to pray more! Spend more time with Him. Seek His face daily. Read His word whenever possible. =)

Will be totally busy this holidays. Still have C.S.A, Econs and P.O.M projects on hand. Sigh. I'll draw my strength from Him! Yuppx. Plus there is still zone camp. I'm joining spelling bee and DRAMA ! Whee! Members are: Kezia, WeiShan, Andy, Linda, Micah, Liting and me! Of course, we will WIN the 1st prize cause we are the DRAMA-MAMAS! Hahas. Yes! And I already have a perfect script in my mind. Wahahaha. Kezzie! You will totally LOVE this!

Yawn. Going to bath first. Haven't done so yet! Ewwww! Stinky! >.<
Tata~