I'm terribly disappointed in alot of people lately. People whom I don't think will EVER disappoint me or even people who have a possibility of disappointing me all did. I don't know who they are now, even worst, who I am. I tired of all the backstabbing from people all around me. What they say, what they do and all that goes against me.

Once and for all, I'm happy being who I am. I know there are some area I need to change in and for that, I need time. Don't expect a brand new Prisca anytime soon. I'm not God and don't wish to be either. No one changes so fast unless he or she is already close to perfection. But I seriously doubt so. Cause no one on earth is perfect. Get it?

I don't crumble under pressure. I won't. And I'll make sure I don't. I can't. If I do, it'll be the end. So people, I'm NOT a pushover.

Sigh. Irritated. Giving up. On the verge of throwing in the towel. Why don't anyone understand me?

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