People, pardon me. I need my space to vent my anger. Especially after many weeks of stress over my projects and the devestating news that after everything I've done for this project group, we have disbanded today. I have had enough. I'll be naming names here, and if you feel offended, I don't give a damn.

Mukapray, Ah Mao, Jiun Kit, Shi Ting, Huiwah and me are in a group. Viewed as the underdogs, I vowed to do my best this semester, and prove to those who look down on me that I am not a dumb blond who only knows what shopping is. But things are not always as smooth flowing as we want them to be. Not long after, Huiwah and Shi Ting absent themselves frequently. I don't deny that I was too absent for the past two weeks, and that I am to be blamed too. Yet, I don't deserve to be treated like this! After all that I've done for this group, the PCC project slides, the Comm Skills project sildes, even the poster design for the CJP project, this is what I get?! Thanks people! Worst, I initially wanted to join Syahirah's group, because I feel that they are all more friendly. But guess what! Pray told me that she's joining them instead! I mean seriously, what the hell is going on?! Now I reluctantly have to join Patrick's group. I don't mean to say that his group is bad or what, but I can tell that everyone there, especially Shawna, is very unfriendly. Don't be a snob or a stuck-up bitch. Maybe if you'll smile more, you'll have more friends my dear. Thankfully! I am not sent to Kelly's group, cause I feel she more of a bitch than Shawna. SERIOUSLY, I can't stand that bitchy laugh of hers, and even her disgusting habit of bitching about others in front of them. If that habit of hers follow her to her future workplace, I bet she'll be sacked in less than a week. I won't disguise my distane towards her, and I will try my best to avoid her. It's already bad enough that she's one of the observers during my interview today. Bet she will mark me down. Hahas. I just HATE her. (:

Haven't ranted enough yet. If not for my upcoming Club and Resort project that needs to be submitted this Friday, I would have continued my ranting. Anyways, I am down with dispression. I hear voices in my head, did stuff I am not aware of (I self-mutilated without knowing!) and cry for no good reasons. I need to see a shrink. Don't worry though. I won't commit sucide. I know God gave me life, I should not throw it away so easily.

I need my sanity.