This is kind of an emotional post. As usual. I don't know why, but I noticed that I'm pretty emotional lately. Hmms. Maybe it's because of my family? Or my ever busting phone bill? Sigh. Guess the amount I have to pay for my phone bill. It's a freaking 220 plus bucks! I bust by like, 190 over bucks can?! Impressive record. Ha ha ha ha ha.... ha. So not funny can. Sigh.

I don't know what's wrong with me. All I know is that my life is not perfect. I understand that no one's life can be perfect, even in the Sims 2 game. But can't I strive for it? Everyone wants to have a fairy tale ending, a happily ever after ending to their story. Is it too much to ask for? I am not greedy. I just want a happy life. That's all. I am not so complex or that materialistic. Money won't buy me the life I yearn for. Why do people like reading me so much? Giving comments based on worthless accusations. Yes, they don't hurt me anymore, but still it's not nice knowing such stuff. Jokes are meant for laughing. If you all want to take it so seriously, fine. I apologise. Sigh. Like I said before, I am not difficult to decipher. It's all a matter of you getting to know me better or not. Argh. I sick of explaining myself like this.

Drama was cool today. I re-wrote my part of the script. Watched the rest learn the dance. Slept on Vince's right bicep. Practiced with the real Isaac and Dominique. Got both their stamp of approval. And I was loving every minute of it! Yupp. It just lifted my spirits and mood. I have to admit, I'm really down since the passing of my beloved grandfather. But I know people have to move on. Sigh. I miss you grandfather.

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